I'm really feeling an itch to do a show.  I'll be doing The Barber of Seville soon.  ("FIGARO!!!)  I'm really glad to be doing another opera, but man... I really need to do some acting.  It's been far too long.  FAR TOO LONG!!!  I'M DYING!!!  I HAVE ALMOST NO CREATIVE OUT PUT AND IT'S KILLING ME!!!  I'M GOING NUTS!!!!  I'm going to be in Chamber Singers next semester so that'll help keep my alive, but still... I need more. 

Perhaps... there's something else that I should be doing right now... I don't know what.  I just don't know.  I'll keep working on school.

-M

My birthday is nearing.  That's exciting.  My classes are getting better and better.  I'm still on speech team, but I just haven't had the time to work on my peices or get any coaching done.  That's upsetting, but I'm really working hard on my classes and that's more important.  Even though speech team would provide some great opportunities in life, some things are more important... like Music theory.  Mmmm... I love music theory.

-M

I hate my job.  I hate my situation.  I hate parking my car on the fucking grass.  I hate my room. 

I'm just sick of most everything right now.  It could just be the change in weather combinded with stress, but man I'm sick of it all.  SICK.  I don't know what else to say.  I'm not all like gloomy and stuff - I'm really okay emotionally I'm just tired of the ways things are going. 

-M

Good gravy.  When will it end.  One thing after the other just gettin' me down.  My week started off great.  I recieved an early birthday present to go Carmen at the Lyric Opera Chicago with Denyce Graves as Carmen.  WOW!!  Freakin' amazing I mean... damn!  That girl's got a set a pipes I tell you. 

After that it all went to hell.  Not completly, but I'm not really having a good week.  Lot's of little things that are getting me down.  I think I'll live though.

-M